Never been like this before

Memories can't be erased completely,
Is that what I feel lately?
Anger on top of Broken trust,
Is that what been through lately?

But why is there so much pain,
Do we even talk lately?
I don't know why is this so?
Never been like this before...

But lately I've begun to find,
That I am losing control,
Insanity taking over me lately
Never been like this before..

Random Stuff - 1st year College.

I see the smoke off your eyes
I see the dust on your face
My shits all over the place
Watch your place, I am into this race
Coz, I am gonna start over again.

So, you think we can change?
Erase the whole point of view...
Nullify my anger and numb this pain.

Who knows we might fall off again.
Tired of watching those games
Which you play....
Dropping everything, just to start again.
Swear I know I am sane.

But do you see the fire in my eyes
Those scars on my face
So can we change?
Yeah...but we'll try...time and again.
Till we change???

17 Minutes Near Heaven

As we part ways, after another hard day
I realise how much I lose, when you move away.

As I sit in my room, staring at the cellphone
My fingers search for your name, here we go...
And I call you up again...

You speak as I pray, hoping things won't change
Your words take away all my pain
And I wonder should I thank you again
So i move on, still having faith in your name.
But some voice keeps telling me,
Things are not the same....

Re-Draft.

If I tell you I am happy, What would you say?

If I say I've got this over with, Would you ask which day?

Because I know love is here to stay, Only the faces may change...

And the story repeats itself again, So watch the time left for you to stay..

They say change is permanent, but I feel its the other way

The things we think are permanent change...

All this while you thought you loved, was some Big Mistake.

So here is my advice my friend, No matter come what may

Be yourself, Do what you want because regretting things

not done won't make that time come back again.

Thoughtful Silence

Somewhere in her heart she believes,
that these things happen for a reason...

Somewhere in her thoughts she feels,
that she is always deceived,
everytime she tries to break free...

Somewhere in your daydreams you see,
things could be the same... maybe..

Somewhere in your silence you look for me,
but what destiny is to be...
would be..certainly..